Author Zadie Smith, writing about writing:

“My god, I was a different person!”—yes, all writers think this, from book to book. I know that this new novel, that I’ve hardly begun, will be shameful and strange to me soon enough. After each book is done, I look forward to hating it (and I never have to wait long); I get a weird, inverse confidence from feeling destroyed, because being destroyed, having to start again, means I have space in front of me, somewhere to go. Think of that revelation Shakespeare put in the mouth of King John: “Now my soul has elbow room!” Fictionally speaking, the nightmare is losing the desire to move.

One of the odd things about writing in public is being able to easily see the thoughts and words of a completely different version of yourself from what feels like a lifetime ago.

// 05.04.26

From Dr. Michael Gottlieb’s “Mandatory Training Modules in Health Care—Time to Reassess” in JAMA:

The annual ritual of clicking through slides, answering perfunctory quiz questions, and electronically attesting to completion sends a subtle message that documentation is valued more than thoughtful learning.

He argues that 4 million physician hours are spent wasted every year.

// 04.17.26

One alternative to selling to private equity or the hospital? An employee stock ownership plan (ESOP), a type of tax-favored internal buyout where practice equity is sold to an employee trust and ownership is transferred over time as stock is allocated to employees.

// 04.17.26

Isaac Asimov, from his memoir, It’s Been a Good Life:

To me it seems to be important to believe people to be good even if they tend to be bad, because your own joy and happiness in life is increased that way, and the pleasures of the belief outweigh the occasional disappointments. To be a cynic about people works just the other way around and makes you incapable about enjoying the good things.

// 04.14.26

From the excellent and illuminating Everything is Tuberculosis, written by YA author (e.g. The Fault in Our Stars) John Green:

I want to pause here to note a defining feature of humans, which is that we like to know why things happen, especially when really bad things happen. And if a reason is not immediately apparent, we will find one.

and

We all engage in the punitive act of giving a disease a meaning.

The ability to tell a convincing story is very different from the ability to be right. The narratives about TB that Green describes are both historically fascinating and unfortunately still very relevant today.

// 04.08.26